Wednesday, December 16, 2009

One Day At A Time: The Non-Mackenzie Philips Version

So, the mammogram happened.  And it was fast.  And painful.  Really uncomfortable.

And then the waiting began.  And when it went on I thought there was little reason to worry.

No news = Good news.  Or that's what they say.

No news = Slow radiologist and double checking and checking over and a weekend.

No news = a phone call on Monday morning.  "You need come back.  The films showed something. The radiologist wants more.  45 minutes of tests. You'll leave with results."

Breathe in and then breathe out.

One day at time is how it's been.  A very slow one day at a time.

Tuesday.  It was their first available.  I begged.  I pleaded.  I played the age card.   There. Was. Nothing.

And now I wait.

One.
Day.
At.
A.
Time.

5 comments:

Kelley @ magnetoboldtoo said...

Holding my breath with you babe.

I am not going to do the whole 'everything will be fine' thing, cause I do not know.

But I will be thinking of you and hoping it is just a cyst or something.

Big hugs and smootches. It is really hot here so I hope you don't mind a slightly damp hug.

Brie said...

Fingers crossed for it being absolutely nothing. Can't imagine the anxiety and I am sending you love. Deep breaths and one day at a time - xo

trifitmom said...

i am so sorry. prayers being sent and hugs !!!

Mommy X said...

Oh honey! I am just now catching up and seeing what you're going through. I will be pulling for you. I just went through this in May and it is agonizing so I know how hard this is for you. Many hugs and prayers your way! The odds are in your favor. I know you know that but I just want to remind you. But I also know you won't really feel better until you actually have the results. XO

Kris said...

Oh goodness. The waiting is so, so hard. I'm sorry for that. I am hoping by now you have some news. Praying for it to be GOOD news.

 
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